Thinking Of You

It is 4.25am now. just thinking about you. thinking what happened now. why time makes you so different?

i remembered you will do it anything to accompanied me.
yes, i remembered that thing when you texting me, and sometime calling me.
and i'm dying to know that you knew that i like you so much? hmm i think you know because you never talk to me, okay talk, but i don't like it. there are times that i dont wanna see you, because everytime i do, the fact that you dont see me the way, that i see you hurts me.
about 3 months ago i thought i'd forget you.. but i guess i forgot to. and i know the hearts that's forgetting you is not a good heart for me. it's such a bad heart.
you still making me have bad thought that is my fault if i like you so much. you can't do it, heart. because nobody can judge me about it.

i don't like farewell. please come back for me. please come back to talking to me. please come back to texting me or what ever you want that make my cheek blush again. please..