yesterday is history. eon is history

someone said to me , dont get your hope too high, if you dont get it, it makes you really hurt.
yes, that's true. when i liked someone when i was 10th grade, i like him some much, bahkan bisa dibilang cinta mati. Even i just saw him, gw bisa loncat kegirangan ngeliat dia. Bahkan pernah gw duduk di sebelah dia di jendela kelas gw. Kebetulan kelas gw smaa dia sebelahan. Tapi itu ga sengaja looh.
HAHAHA sampe segitunya kah? It is so hard even to get his attention ? gw uda berusaha melalui msn, tapi ya gt haha parah lah, gw ceritain juga ngenes banget. i was falling in love with him with no one catch me.
Ada saat dimana gw mau pulang sama temen gw, dan si cowo ini mau pulang bareng juga , tapi aps tau ada gw dia langsung ga jadi gt. sekarang mikir deh lo digituin. parah bgt. waktu itu i feel like he hates me so much even to see my face he dont wanna do that..
siapa yang salah ? gw ga mau nyalahin orang lain. maybe it is my fault. it is my fault because i loved you. but everything is history now.

good bye and i will see you in far off places