my subconscious mind

Lagi-lagi dan lagi-lagi.

hujan turun hari ini di sekolah. untuk pertama kalinya gw melihat sekeliling kelas.ada yg sibuk mengobrol dengan teman sebelahnya. sepertinya sedang bergosip. ada yg duduk sendiri dan tekun mengerjakan tugas. ada yang sedang marah-marah karena temannnya tidak mengerti ketika sedang diajari.

rain is time to entering my subconscius mind.

him.

yaya lagi-lagi.

bukan perkara mudah melupakan seseorang. sudah pernah kok mencoba, tp apa daya?sulit.

but this isn’t the end of the world. but this is the end of my love to him.
why?
my hole-exactly my holes. were already aching. it's really hurt. when i didnt with somebody, the holes pulsed really fast. like someone hit my heart really hard. nobody knows how miserable i am. every word that spoken from you, make more holes. every attention that you given to me, uhh it make more holes.

you played it over and over.

can i handle it? of course no.

until I fell asleep with the tears still streaming calmly down my empty face. yes, my empty face. there is my empty face since you broke me.

what do you want now? my sadness? my broke's heart?

i'm breaking into pieces. please stop it. i can't feel anymore except that holes.

but you are so different, i can't say anything. i am miserable