Boys Ruin Our Live!

bermula dari segala sesuatu tentang cinta. uhh love is tottaly shit. but we can't handle it, right? everbody needs love, yayya FUCK MONKEY LOVE. gara-gara chatting sama si cece gue jd berfikir sepertinya kok lelaki itu semuanya sama saja ya ? (okay, not at all but some boy) mereka suka mempermainkan perasaan perempuan.

oke, apa lg yang sekarang gue rasain, it's weird. gue suka sama seseorang (oh yeah now i already can say it because i feel jealous) he is a good person, uhm no, very good person, warm guy haha. begitu lah banyak rumor-rumor yg beredar tp tidak ada yang benar, banyak kata-kata yang keluar but nothing happened. and now, we start again. it gives me hope again. tp ternyata dia belum banyak berubah. he broke me again. he give me attention. a lot of attention. and i really like it, it feel like he likes me. like. and i know it today,i am nothing!. tapi melihat semua kekacauan dan kelakuan dia yg kayak gini gue mau blg apa? there are something that i cant tell you but i dont know what i am expect after this shit.
mungkin buat yg lain ini sesuatu yg biasa aja, but it makes me think, that i really really his uhh i dont know. does he want me to feel happy? but see what he did to me.
hey i am girl! i like you, and i know you know it and this is your response to me?
okay, now i know what kind of guy you are. and for unfathomable reason i still like you, and with big heart, i still want to be your trashbag. FUCK MONKEY LOVE!