When I Look At You

When I Look At You
From: Miley Cyrus

Everybody needs inspiration
Everybody needs a song
Beautiful melody, when the nights so long

Cause there is no guarantee
That this life is easy (Yeah)
When my world is falling apart,
when there is no light to break up the dark
That's when I (I) look at you
When the waves are flooding the shore and I
can't find my way home anymore
That's when I (I) look at you

When I look at you
I see forgiveness, I see the truth
You love me for who I am like the stars
hold the moon
Right there where they belong and I know
I'm not alone (Yeah)

When my world is falling apart,
when there is no light to break up the dark
That's when I (I) look at you
When the waves are flooding the shore and I
can't find my way home anymore
That's when I (I) look at you

When the waves are flooding the shore and I
can't find my way home anymore
That's when I (I) look at you

You appear just like a dream to me
Just like a kaleidoscope colors that cover me
All I need every breath that I breathe
Don't you know you're beautiful (Yeah, Yeah)

When the waves are flooding the shore and I
can't find my way home anymore
That's when I (I) look at you

You appear just like a dream to me.

p.s: such such a really really great song. i cant stop cried eyes out when listening this song.. love this song!

Thinking Of You

It is 4.25am now. just thinking about you. thinking what happened now. why time makes you so different?

i remembered you will do it anything to accompanied me.
yes, i remembered that thing when you texting me, and sometime calling me.
and i'm dying to know that you knew that i like you so much? hmm i think you know because you never talk to me, okay talk, but i don't like it. there are times that i dont wanna see you, because everytime i do, the fact that you dont see me the way, that i see you hurts me.
about 3 months ago i thought i'd forget you.. but i guess i forgot to. and i know the hearts that's forgetting you is not a good heart for me. it's such a bad heart.
you still making me have bad thought that is my fault if i like you so much. you can't do it, heart. because nobody can judge me about it.

i don't like farewell. please come back for me. please come back to talking to me. please come back to texting me or what ever you want that make my cheek blush again. please..

AARGH!

hari ini memang BENAR-BENAR panas!
panas = hot.
i dont like hot thing like this. even the weather, the other people makes me 'hot' too. maksudnya mereka membuat emosi gue berapi-api. alias MEREKA NYEBELIN.

first people. duh i dont know ya, he has problemS to me. okay, our friendship is not going well, but firstly i trust that everything will going alright. i played something with my friends. dan sebuah tinta spidol itu entah kenapa MUNCRAT ke mata gue.okaay, itu masih bisa diterima. itu lucu. gue ke kamar mandi dong ya. ternyata orang itu, bilang ke temen2 gue 'alhamdulillah. kenapa ga sekalian mulutnya aja yg kena? biar mulutnya ga berbisa?'

HELL- O?

FCUK!

gue ga ngerti. apa yg pernah gue lakukan sih sama dia? sampe segitunya? gw ga pernah doain dia yg buruk2 ih ngomongin dia yg jelek aja ga! karena gue jg tau ga ada gunanya ngomongin dia. waktu dia sakit, gue ga ngomong apa2. kesian lah yang jelas, GA BERSYUKUR ya dia sakit. i shown my respect. kesel tau ga! gilaaa ngomong apa gue tentang lo sih? GUE GA PERNAH YA NGOMONGIN LO, jadi ga usah deh ngomong2 kayak gt ga guna tau ga. gw tau mungkin dulu gue jahat ya sama dia. tp katanya dia maafin gue? we will still friend? SAMPAH.
mana kata-kata lo itu dulu ? MANA? itu yg namanya temen? KENAPA GA SEKALIAN AJA LO NGOMONG DEPAN GUE?
gue uda tau kok lo ngomongin gue sama temen-temen gue. belom puas? BILANG GUE TUKANG GOSIP? kalo iya kenapa emang? tp selama gue ngomongin orang pun, GA PERNAH SEKALI PUN gue gosipin lo. jadi daripada lo blg gue kayak gt, lo blg deh lo mau gue gosipin apa BIAR PUAS sekalian.

ih dosa, dosa.
tapi kesel lah! ga ada gunanya ngomongin orang ini, mulutnya sampah!

there are second person, tp ga bisa diceritakan.
pokoknya hari ini lg nyebelin. semuanya nyebelin

my subconscious mind

Lagi-lagi dan lagi-lagi.

hujan turun hari ini di sekolah. untuk pertama kalinya gw melihat sekeliling kelas.ada yg sibuk mengobrol dengan teman sebelahnya. sepertinya sedang bergosip. ada yg duduk sendiri dan tekun mengerjakan tugas. ada yang sedang marah-marah karena temannnya tidak mengerti ketika sedang diajari.

rain is time to entering my subconscius mind.

him.

yaya lagi-lagi.

bukan perkara mudah melupakan seseorang. sudah pernah kok mencoba, tp apa daya?sulit.

but this isn’t the end of the world. but this is the end of my love to him.
why?
my hole-exactly my holes. were already aching. it's really hurt. when i didnt with somebody, the holes pulsed really fast. like someone hit my heart really hard. nobody knows how miserable i am. every word that spoken from you, make more holes. every attention that you given to me, uhh it make more holes.

you played it over and over.

can i handle it? of course no.

until I fell asleep with the tears still streaming calmly down my empty face. yes, my empty face. there is my empty face since you broke me.

what do you want now? my sadness? my broke's heart?

i'm breaking into pieces. please stop it. i can't feel anymore except that holes.

but you are so different, i can't say anything. i am miserable

Boys Ruin Our Live!

bermula dari segala sesuatu tentang cinta. uhh love is tottaly shit. but we can't handle it, right? everbody needs love, yayya FUCK MONKEY LOVE. gara-gara chatting sama si cece gue jd berfikir sepertinya kok lelaki itu semuanya sama saja ya ? (okay, not at all but some boy) mereka suka mempermainkan perasaan perempuan.

oke, apa lg yang sekarang gue rasain, it's weird. gue suka sama seseorang (oh yeah now i already can say it because i feel jealous) he is a good person, uhm no, very good person, warm guy haha. begitu lah banyak rumor-rumor yg beredar tp tidak ada yang benar, banyak kata-kata yang keluar but nothing happened. and now, we start again. it gives me hope again. tp ternyata dia belum banyak berubah. he broke me again. he give me attention. a lot of attention. and i really like it, it feel like he likes me. like. and i know it today,i am nothing!. tapi melihat semua kekacauan dan kelakuan dia yg kayak gini gue mau blg apa? there are something that i cant tell you but i dont know what i am expect after this shit.
mungkin buat yg lain ini sesuatu yg biasa aja, but it makes me think, that i really really his uhh i dont know. does he want me to feel happy? but see what he did to me.
hey i am girl! i like you, and i know you know it and this is your response to me?
okay, now i know what kind of guy you are. and for unfathomable reason i still like you, and with big heart, i still want to be your trashbag. FUCK MONKEY LOVE!

erica's way to find taxi(s)!!

awal cerita, gw, sara, lyris, desy ketemuan di pim untuk pergi ke tardigras. sebenernya nih gw sama sara uda sampe di pim, tp kita bohong sama lyris kita bilangnya belom dateng soalnya gw sama sara mau makan es krim dulu, terus ternyta si supir nya lyris uda ngambel gt, gara2 uda muter2 dua kali haahaha. abis itu kita berangkat deh ke senayan..
sampe sana mendung dan karena sangat macet saat menuju ke tardigrasnya, kita pun bergosip daan jedeeeer!!! hujan gedepun mulai muncul, akhirnya kita turun di jcc dan kita terdampar disana. eh tau tak ditau disana ketemu si ngamplong erica sama si tenyom, alle, dan james. kita udah berfikir nih uda ber8 gini,mau naik taksi cukup apa?rencananya mau ke fx sihh, tp melihat betapa rame nya di depan jcc, pake ada yang jual donat, dan ada yang bernatem memperebutkan taksi.

dan salah satu nya erica.

jadi begini ceritanya..

erica: eh eh ada taksi tuh! pepetin yuk sar!

(erica dan sara pun menuju ke taksi itu dan amu mengambil taksi itu padahal di dalamnya masih ada penumpang)

tiba-tiba..

om bule terngamplong (OBT): HEY YOU! tunggu dulu dong!ada yang mau turun ini! KAMU BISA NUNGGU GAK? saya tampar kamu! (dalam bahasa Indonesia, dia pake bahasa Inggris)

alhamdilillah bukan erica yang dibilang itu, tp sama mas2 yang daritadi uda gw perhatiin nyari taksinya ga nyantai banget, lalu terjadi adu mulut antara mereka berdua, dan si erica terngamplong manggil gw untuk masuk ke dalam taksi, namun tiba2..

mas2 baju batik masuk aja gt ke dalam taksi,

erica dengan hot nya bilang : MAS MAS SAYA DULUAN MAS !

mas2 baju batik : oh oh yaudah deh silahkan adek dulu..

tiba2 mas2 ngamplong yang tadi dimarahin sama OBT, masuk aja ke dalam taksi itu. padahal kaki erica uda masuk ke dalam taksi, dengan hot nya lg

erica: MAS! SAYA DULUAAN MAS!!! (dengan menutup keras pintu taksi) BRENGSEK LO!


HHAHAHAHa, di depan ratusan orang di JCC (lebay) dia malah ngomong brengsek! ckck. dan ngamplongnya dia mencerita kan lg kepada gw cerita di atas dengan keadaan ga sabaran,itu sampe muncrat2 dan akhirnya dia nangis hahaha, ud adiliatin sama orang2 masihhh aja dia cerita. dia bilang: ITU MAS-MAS BRENGSEK! TAI BANGET TUH ORANG RIN! KESEL GUEEE ARRRRRRRRRRRR . ya dia teriak. lagi-lagi di depan ratusan orang di depan JCC.

ya itu lah erica. sahabat terngamplong gw. sahabat? akan gw pikir2 dulu. uda mana nih anak katanya mau nelfon ga nelfon2 lg.. dasar ngamplong P.

tapi tetep love youuuu deh errrr hahhaa

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